Before the new-year came I decided to do something
meaningful for myself. I had in mind a nice, spiritual and relaxing bath. I
prepared candles, crystals and oils. My intention was to release. I really
wanted to unblock every thought, energy and feeling within me. I also wanted to
forgive myself and others as much as I could. As I began to focus on meditation
and stillness I could not help but to sense the huge feeing of peace. I felt
very protected and loved. And this is where my spiritual dialogue came in. What
I received was a strong message of clarity, peace and reassurance. Mother Mary
was also there with me and her energy came through so easily and beautifully. I
know that this year 2014 is a year where we must stop questioning if we are
enough, stop asking if we are spiritual and stop wasting time waiting for validation.
What I received from the angels and Mother Mary was “You are enough. You know
that are you spiritual so there is no need to try to prove it or to seek it.
You just know it and you are it. Instead focus on your goals. Focus on service
and taking the right action. We know you want to create new things in your life
and we are behind you. You are well equipped to handle it and yes you can
create many wonderful new things in your life. Nothing should stop you. Keep it
simple that is why we say you already are spiritual so do not dwell in
searching for that answer. And do not dwell on feeling like you are incomplete.
You are complete. Now go and make things happen!”
There was so much clarity that seeped into me during that
moment. I felt like so much baggage came off me. I felt lighter, calmer and
stronger. It’s as if my worries of being enough were gone. I knew who I was and
I am spiritual and I do not need to validate that any more. I am free to follow
my passions and goals. I do not need to fear my past nor fear about filling a
certain part of me. And I felt like I no longer can fear the future. I am
enough. And the time to simplify your life is this year. Do not get caught up
in doubting yourself and in listening to what others tell you about who you
are. You know who you are. You are spiritual and nothing can change that not
even our past. What a relief! Mother
Mary and the angels love us so much they want us to know the truth and to
celebrate the truth the truth that we are already spiritual and that is who we
truly are. And even right now I hear Mother Mary saying now you have all the
time in the world to follow your goals and to be happy. She is not saying that
there is no beauty in expressing your spirituality or that it is wasteful but
more like it is just a reflection of who you are because you are already divine
and spiritual. It is living inside of you. You are it!
You are spirituality! Say it I Am spirituality! I am already
spiritual I don’t need others to tell me or I don’t need to question it. And
that is why I know that this year I will keep it simple. I will honor my goals
and honor the time I have. If I can’t do it all that is still okay. If I can’t
be it all that is still okay. Just by honoring myself and my purpose I am
honoring the spiritual within me. Will you honor yourself this year? I hope you
do. Simplify, release as much as you can and don’t worry about being incomplete
you already know that is not your truth. Your truth is you already are
spiritual. Own it, embrace it and allow it to help you live a beautiful,
magical and simple life.
Love and Light
Cristina Balderas
Medium and spiritual counselor
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